Lily, Lil, Lilster;

My dear sweet girl.

Let me give you a little insight that may help you in your journey.

See I sort of have by this motto dear “Illegitmi non Carborundum”

What you fail to see sweet girl is you don’t and cant’ hurt me. With every mention of me that you pen, you give me more power and credibility. You make me significant because your attention and focus always comes back to me.

You make me significant, because I am always dwelling in the back of your mind. Some of your friends have tried to warn you but your ego will not allow you to heed their wisdom.

Dear girl you are a mere pawn in an exercise of mind control for which you have no control other then your own self assurance that you are wiser.

Your ego betrays you. You are driven to continue because you must feed your ego for it is very hungry. You must prove to yourself and others that you are wiser then I ,and have much more to offer to all that visit here. Your weakness is my strength.

I will play this game as long as you wish, for I am intrigued by the delusional abuse of your own self.

Of course we can stop whenever you choose, There is no shame, and I will not think any less of you.

Only that you have become wiser. I believe your friends will think you wiser as well.

Whichever path you decide to travel I will respect in kind.

Good luck on your journey.